Actually i really hate the word ‘duno’ – its your life. I think if any of my friends see this, they will disown me immediately. I have no idea who reads my blog and i dont care. Even if i lost everyone, i still want to say that. Dont people realise whats holding them back each life? I mean, how can they just say they dont know, or heart too soft etc with all the excuses they can think of and then to revert to the same old life every cycle?
I mean, dont people realised it? Instead of moving forward, they are making themselves going backwards? Or how many cycles must it take for them to understand this simple theory? Okay maybe its too deep for mere humans.
The friends were saying earlier if its for the mere humans – they would choose to have protection done while me the idiot, wanted to do away with the protection and prefer to be alert if i can. LOL.
There are so many things i really cant comprehend as i felt myself being pulled towards the spiritual path.
Oh yeah you what? I realised why the kiddos wanted me to stay at home. I forgot my room is the safest place on earth. LOL. Ever since that asshole spirit tried to murder me right in front of my house. SCARIEST SHIT EVER. Now that is what i call them trying to kill me, instead of the delusional-JK – or unless its the tangki realm who tries to torture him for running away – its possible but then again, why didnt he kena the red female spirit ah? I thought all tangkis go through that? I mean i was haunted for months? – I cant remember.
Well…….. i have this NEW friend who said he’s simple… then JK also said he’s simple… BL said somewhat along the line… Then i decided to ask my friends about this thing, their reply is hilarious.
Me: Do you think i am simple?
Friend G: Where? On earth?
Me: Yala, because why do humans say they are simple?
G: You are somewhat stupid on earth.
Me: ……………..
G: Its the truth you know! You have zero human common sense.
Me: Hmm then the other realm leh?
G: Confirm not simple. Who the hell run away from her own guards???? I am disgusted.
Me: Aiya…. dont you do that?
G: Hello since when i have that kind of ….
Me: Thats why! I can give you some?
G: You keep it. No privacy you know? Take today for example… go one place ah… need how many to follow?
Me: NOBODY WAS FOLLOWING ME.
G: Then why 5 tu di appear, apparently they were looking for someone, but you are covered OBVIOUSLY.
Me: Tell me about it, can i not go there again. CAN YOU IMAGINE IF I NEED TO GO THERE……………………… AGAIN.
G: You can do the wave leh. Funny that people who are not there wants to be there, people who are there dont want to be there.
Me: Then you leh?
G: Well…. i am happy to be your friend. Its enough. Its diffuclt to be friends with you.
Me: I SUPER AGREE.
G: I cant imagine your human friends. Waulau can die. Although we are having different problems other than you flying their aeroplane.
Me: I think i am almost friendless by now leh.
G: You have me, or rather the rest of your friends, here. Although we feel you need to have more human real friends, but okay, i get it, tough. First, you cant grumble much. Second, you have a little problem understanding their train of thoughts – because to you, you survived, so you think everyone should be able to do it because you are weak in nature, but no, you have the inner strength that people dont have, or even if they have, its nothing like yours. So please, stop forcing people to go advance because they want to remain there at the same spot, and then someone to pity them, sympathise, and then they can continue to grumble how bad their situation is. SO YOU LET THEM. DONT BOTHER GETTING UPSET. WAULAUEH. WASTE TIME. You can always call me LIKE NOW, I WILL TALK TO YOU. Even though you will forget about me 1 week later.
Me: ……………….
G: As a human, you need to sleep soon. As a non human, you also need to rest. Anyway it would be best to know you are not alone even though there’s no human here for you. You know you always have us. That’s what your gift is for.
Me: You bastard.
G: Always. Eh i tell you hor, too nice people cant be your friends leh. Didnt A call you a bodoh the other day when you were sick and lost your way? Or you cant tell where you came from? Its true, look at BL, since when he’s nice? Hardly. I mean, seriously, you look at your closer friends. Okay anyway, go sleep. You idiot, you are the only one who can hold this long for long distance conversation. Other people nua-ed and cant even move. Anyway dont reply. And dont emo today, tomorrow and day after. I cant find you any friends but you will be able to figure your life, alrighty mate.
Mixed blessings 