One of the princesses

Her general came to visit me for awhile. Their awhile is lesser than 10minutes. This is how much time they have. Told him that i am lucky to be close to the princesses.

If not i wouldnt have so much help. Having connections is so much easier than having alot of money. Having alot of money with no connections is a disaster, and having connections doesnt mean they are real too.

I am just glad that the princess sent her general to check on me, to see if i am alright. I am still so tired though. Really need sleep.

Slept at the palace last night – for a faster recovery. Told them before hand that i have to work on the Monday, cannot get sick, because its the norm of after not sleeping for 2 weeks. By hook or by crook, if its possible, I have to work on a Monday and all the way till i tender.

Then i will sleep on the Friday, wash my clothes and stuff and chill for 2 days.

AND TO THE NEXT ADVENTURE!

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Last night at the palace, i didnt bother calling anyone, didnt bother to bow. I walked pass the authorities as if they were glass. Way too tired. I told the maids can i sleep on the floor instead and bring me some blankets. I think they are very very used to my nonsense and ignore me. =.=

I sit there half asleep and they do the necessary. This morning, the same-new-batch of soldiers (the one i updated in fb because i have no time to blog, and this site doesnt work on mobile) were discussing how to wake me up. They said i looked very tired / should they not wake me up and let me sleep / but i did say i want to work today so by hook or by crook, pull me up and get me dressed and be my direction etc

Decided to wake up in the end because they were so noisy. Then i realised everyone was hoping that i will stay in, because no clothes were planned. And i am too lazy to wear my jeans. Luckily, i left 1 casual dress in the wardrobe. And i have a throbbing headache.

I guess they will be following me for awhile. To watch how things it is. And the human life. Or rather my messy life. And no they are not for checking up on people. Every soldiers are different, and yes, those who does checking up on people on where they are has different skills and mindset.

Interesting isnt it!

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No need to say but

I GOT LOST AGAIN!

In the palace grounds.

Walked dont know how many km then why am i still in the garden!!

Was in white robes, white boots, i have this pink shiny long weapon with me, and some kinda balls fix onto a gold flat metal thing. Didnt bother to walk any further, sat at one of the pavilion alone and waited for MQ to come rescue me.

MQ: Where did you go!

Me: I cant find my way!

MQ: What are you carrying.

Me: I want to bring it back to earth.

MQ: It wont work there. The human you will not know how to activate it.

Me: I just want to bring it!

MQ: okok. I bring you back.

This was on Friday night.

MQ: Can you allow some soldiers with you next time when you go back to the palace?

Me: I want to go alone.

MQ: And get lost. And sulk at one corner.

The royalties came to visit

Who refused to tell me how long they are staying.

Just because i have this thing that if i know they are leaving in 2 weeks time, or even 2 days time, i will not talk to them at all.

Dont like last chance. Or last opportunity to talk to them before they are gone again.

Have i ever said i wanted to live like a commoner? When.

But i appreciate all the conversation we had. I think. Only they can bring out this kind of person in me.

Something that nobody has seen it before.

Its funny like old times, Ray reading but talking to me the whole time, and he is still on the same page since morning.

Then there was Max, who came. Finally.

We hug like old times but i dont think we can feel a thing other than the presence.

Just like JE, that fatherly moment.

I wish they can just find some excuse to be here, or something. For me.

Unrealistic hor.

Was digging for something to drink then Ray realised its been a long time since i drank with grandpa. I am not sure if i miss it, there was chinese kinda wine and some food, its not chicken, but its something like rice but its not rice, i dont know whats that, but its good with the chinese wine.

I cant decide what i miss more though, after a long random chat with the brothers.

Me hanging alone, fishing when i was sad when nobody is around, or me stoning at the pavilion overlooking the garden with the blooms, or me talking to the fairies whose busy working, but i guessed most of the times trying not to stir trouble while JE is busy, and seems that whenever i see him, its always me ending up in some kind of trouble.

And it seems that matcha boy is something like Danny, is it really? So the brothers did live with me after all, not in this life, but.

My life is complete if i have them. They dont disagree though. They were nodding their heads. HAHAHAHA.

Its true.Because i wont need to worry about anything. There wont be a case of no money, or if i dont feel any family sense. There wont be a chance where i ate sara lee – Ray was dumbfounded when he saw me eating that. How can i not eat cake. Or rather desserts. And to think that i need to resort to eating sara lee. Its hard and not nice, but i am close to my 2nd chance of bankrupt now, after i have the haircut tmw plus Mel’s wedding.

JE got me the job though. According to him, they are the best people. Well, am i still sad about that job that i want? Maybe not.

I just want to go home again. Miss the days of sleeping in different rooms, different beds so they cant find me. But that was when i was 5. How many hundred of years ago was that.

Plus half of the army been with me since i was there-there. No wonder they are so nice to me.

I dont even need to be in London-Sing and i already miss home when i am in sing.

Last night was conversation with Ray and Jam. And Wil. I did not sleep. Good night.

I am not surprised if they are gone tmw. Maybe i shldnt talk.

9hrs lesson today

Played games,

Facebook.

Twitter.

Read mags so i will bear to cut after.

DIY stuff.

Etc.

In between of.

Covering the palace’s ground rules.

The morning dont know what rules.

The table manners.

The colour robes.

The different kind of pass to wear to certain places.

Probably i am the only student who do this.

But how do i sit without doing anything, people will think i am crazily stoning.

Then again, people will probably say how privileged i am.

But no, not.

Was telling some deities that can all these be my illusions.

Too many rules to follow.

I didnt plan to grow up and learn these, besides, i am on earth.

Slept at different places every night since 20th

I think?

Cant really remember and the only person i talked to about this was J only? I think he’s the free-est of all.

Anyway, last night i was at…. Shuang lin Buddhist temple, in one of the “dian” where it houses the 4 heavenly kings, its a little weird, cos i was sleeping literally in front of them. But yes, there was a bed, which is even weirder. But there were people who walk in and out, which i was shifted more than 4 times in short 5 hours, or even a shorter time.

But anyway, i am still alive.

Then on i cant remember which night and i am too lazy to scroll through wadsapp, was with 5 ghosts, and we were literally going on a Singapore tour for temples, i think its christmas morning, no deities were around at all? And couldnt find anyone to open the door. Well, 5 ghosts dont really ‘tuck me to bed’, they only hmm protect, but a different way. Or rather, in the other way, they cant step into my supposedly rest area. Unless i am about to die or in danger.

While on the other hand, we had an army chasing behind us. After more than 15 temples, we found a tudi at the street side. And i think i am a bully, i took his bed and slept till morning while he watch the door. The most dangerous place is the safest place. For now.

Then before this, 5 ghosts brought me to the cheng huang temple at paya lebar. I dont recognise the rest of the deities except for the same voice which spoke to me when i was there one of the early mornings. Was with the abnormal high fever, and the niang niang stayed at my bed side throughout the night where the other niang niang carried water to and fro. Now i sound like a brat. Anyway i didnt know she’s call zhu sheng niang niang.

But we talked ALOT. As usual, i didnt want to sleep. Half afraid i will need to move again, while the other half, i talked alot before sleeping. It was a bad habit formed when i was with the brothers – we always talked about our days, more about mine before bed time.

Niang niang asked me many things. But most i cant answer, or rather dont have the answer. The funniest was “do you know who you are?” But judging by how they took care of me, i sound like someone important? Else how do i know 5 ghosts and the 5 generals? There are too many things i dont understand.

While we were talking, the army tried to barge in. BUT TOO BAD. I AM IN THE TEMPLE. And the temple has this yellow light that reflected which sorta hurt them and i think they gave up after a while. NANNI NANNI BOO BOO.

Oh and one of the nights, i went to Hong Kong as well. I think Shan knows about it. IT WAS DAMM FREAKING COLD. I only had 4 layers of clothes though. With THE SAME PINK FUR COAT. I dont understand why i have that? Since young, i see myself wearing that when i am at cold countries. AND I DO NOT LIKE PINK. Plus its BABY PINK colour. OHMYITAN!

God knows whose house that is. The house is like a maze! And outside of every room, there is a phone. Most of the doors were closed, but as usual, being me, i opened it – oh i left the meeting area. I know they are talking about me. Its boring – they talked about how they are going to increase the security, since 1 group found me, which some members felt that i shouldnt hit on 1 of the soldiers, while some insisted that its for self defense. Although that will somehow leak the secret. But! I am damm sure i am not the only one who know this trick. Or perhaps others use for different purpose?

The rooms are huge, there are no elevators in the house? Or maybe its at the side, because i did not have a chance to walk till the end as i heard “its morning over there, send her back now.”

THEN I AM BACK AGAIN. It feels weird, till now. Although my body is lying here, I can feel that i am not in singapore, and when i reach home, i have the exact feeling where i touched down at changi airport. A kind of hey i am home feel.

I slept more than 14 hours on both days, if you were wondering. And as usual, i felt the strain on my arms and legs. As if i ran a marathon. When i woke up, i had a number of messages.

Also sms the boss that “i just came back” – not asking for her sympanthy or anyone. But well, i wasnt around. So i wont exactly return the message?

SO WHERE WILL I BE GOING TONIGHT. WHICH TEMPLE.

I wonder if the killer is the same as the one at the palace. Not that i dont want to die, or want to die. But hey before killing me, AT LEAST LET ME KNOW MY REAL IDENTITY??? I’ve been wanted dead since young, but nobody tells me the reason????

Actually when i survived the “kill” when i was 21, i thought i pass the stage? Else.. eh, which point is my starting point?

And whose the mysterious someone who saved me when i was 22 / 23? If my questions are answered and i have to die, THEN…