The moment i stepped out of the bus, i saw the flags ‘flying’ towards me.That can only mean one thing…. SIAO LIAO.
I waited for him to approach me instead. I didnt dare to scream HI nowadays, i am very sure he will ask me MANY questions again.
O: HOW CAN YOU PASS THE EXAM IN 2 WEEKS WHEN YOU DIDNT EVEN ATTEND THE EXAM.
Me: Hi… am i the only one who pass again?
O: YES. HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE.
Me: Calm down. Didnt i feel the other 3? Somemore one is under the sea…..
O: That’s the basic, you pass the advance. Excuse me?
Me: Err… i didnt study for it?
O: You dont even have to study for that, you attend the class and you will pass. Whereas the advance class, you have to study for it, and according to the system, you did not study for it. And we thought you may cheat the system like you try to cheat us everytime, but no. You breeze through it like the wind. HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE.
Me: I dont know?
O: Every single time! You need to get your head examined!
Me: Err so what that square looking thing hanging on your finger..
O: Ah. You wear this. You you you you you!!
(Finger pointing starts)
Me: What?
O: WHO ASK YOU TO USE THEIR PORTAL THIS MORNING.
Me: Ah. Then what? Sit there and cry and wait for someone to save me? HELLO?! I promised i will come back okay? By using my own way, not trying to flash the kiddo’s face into the situation, and make me think of him the moment i wake up everytime.
O: And?! Your method has always been dangerous!
Me: Its way better than using someone else. No? Its my own method. I will get back safely.
O: That isnt even on your mind today. Your intention is to see how once you step in.
Me: Anyway i am intact to quarrel with you. Nobody quarrel with you right.
O: Nobody dared. Except you. You weirdo. My rank is higher than you and you are not even afraid of me.
Me: Please. Dont talk authority to me. That’s lame.
O: That is why we quarrel everytime you passed some difficult exams. Anyway wear this square thing, its given by someone. I cannot say who. I am acting as a messenger.
Me: So what does it do?
O: Its for dumbass people like you who likes to sacrifice their life for people. Wear this and hopefully its strong enough to guide you out of tough situation.
Me: Hmm do i know this person?
O: I am not sure if you know this person. Maybe not. But this person is impressed by your guts and courage.
Me: Oh so you guys 偷看 me again lah. In the archives.
O: We noticed your disappearance this morning, before that you were having bad cramps. Then you dropped signal completely, we have to find you. But you were out of the frequency before we can reach you. And that is when we noticed you went TO THEIR PORTAL, YOU IDIOT.
Me: Then how. You tell me. How am i supposed to GET OUT.
O: This is how you fail ALL your theories lor, when people can pass easily, and you fail every single time! Cant you use theory at all.
Me: No.. i only remember the first line.. Or rather the last only. I am only left with guts. No more.
O: Which is why this person admired your guts, anyone stuck in that situation, will be stuck.
Me: So this person expected me to sit and cry my lungs out?
O: Close. Just didnt expect you to ahh jump into the portal. The bad spirits were taken aback too you know.
Me: Yes that i know, they didnt expect it. But they cant leave their post either. I know how things work. You guys got to trust me.
O: AH. Every single time you said the same thing, and where did you end up.
Me: I am lucky this time?
O: Anyway, wear it and be safe. If you die now, no you cant. Its too early for you to be back, even though i would want you to be back soon, so someone can quarrel with me every minute and not have hard feelings, I miss that, but PLEASE, CAN YOU STAY SAFE.
Me: Hello, you look at my job, or rather look at me, do i look like i can stay safe?!
O: No, not at all. Which is why, its a challenge to stay safe. Dont you think so? If things are easy, you will not want it. SO STAY SAFE P.
Me: I really hate it when people call me P.
O: Why dont you just accept it.
Me: I CANT. I ALREADY HAVE MULTIPLE ROLES. YOU WANT ME TO DIE IS IT.
O: HAHAHAHAA. ANYWAY EXPLAIN. How did you pass.
Me: Err i follow my brain.
O: Can you not tell me the same thing everytime, do you know i am still stuck at basic?
Me: You know i didnt pass basic.
O: I really want to kill you sometimes. The things you say.
Me: If you kill me, nobody will quarrel with you anymore.
O: Anyway i cant even kill you. Obviously my level is not there. For a person who has that unlimited guts to step into that portal like that, you are my idol.
Me: What do you need.
O: No, its a compliment. I cannot get over it. How can this girl just go like that. Have you even think?
Me: Precisely, i did. So i went. That’s the same thing i will tell others when i am back to report, okay?
O: Its not a good answer.
Me: FINE. SEND SOMEONE TO PROTECT ME. THERE IS NO ONE OKAY. SO STOP.
O: Strange. The signal dropped way too fast, it was like you are captured. But why.
Me: I am. If you bother to read my after message that i left you guys, well. It just doesnt make any sense, UNLESS THE FUCKING PORTAL IS THAT WHOLE BUILDING. That is what i am afraid of, and of course, i will not step into that area again. Even if one day someone needs my help, because thats already a warning sign. Whoever who needed my help in that area, i dont know man, either i am already accomplished or i wont step into that place. It cant be the whole fucking building is the portal right. My god, you can feel my tears coming out right. That’s how serious the thing is.
O: You feel its a warning?
Me: I dont know really. But i will let you know. Some portals are just bad. And… the kiddo’s house has no portal…. otherwise how did i sleep so peacefully. My house have alot. Too many. Gulps.
O: Can you try to sleep there again.
Me: HOW. We are not very close now leh. So if i have chance and if i try again, and if i can sleep, THEN HOW. WHATS NEXT.
O: WAH then its 新发现。Its probably the answer to all your questions. And ours. There must be a place thats safe for you to sleep, other than the house at KL, the house with fortress, somehow. You know? Yes your tears are about to fly out. I know you are scared. Which is why, that person admired your guts even though you were terrified. That’s something thats build up overtime by all your jobs?
Me: Gimme the flags, i will go explain myself later.
O: I dont think they are really looking for an explanation? Its not the first time you aced it like that. More of, your guts when you are terrified. Nothing really cheats the system.
Me: So.. should i still make time to see them?
O: Hmm.. be mentally prepared to draw the portal, i think thats what they wanted to know, or maybe bring them there… because they tried entering… apparently they cant….
Me: ! ! That’s not a good sign.
O: Do you think what i think it is?
Me: Likely. Highly possible. I had quite alot of incidents over there actually. This morning’s not the first time… it just got worse…
O: Okay, dont look so worried. Try to sleep tonight. With your new stuff on your neck. I dont know if it will diminished after use.. since most of your stuff are gone every time you are met with something. But i am curious.
Me: Shooot.
O: Do you think the kiddo can help you in any way? Why is it that he has that comforting presence over you.
Me: Funny that you are asking me this. What did you see.
O: Hmm the archives. You are calmer the moment you see his face subconsciously though consciously you want to remove him away, because seeing him in it and not seeing him on earth is a torture.
Me: Do i look different this morning without him?
O: You dont kill me kay. Yes. But you do look you are determine to come back.
Me: Hmmm to answer your question… i dont know.. but yes he does have a comforting presence… you know that day of puja when it was so bad that i almost broke down?
O: Oh you always break down when the puja is going on, its too strong.
Me: I went out with him.
O: YOU WHAT?!
Me: I went out with him.
O: AND?!
Me: And…. and i was okay.. just a little quiet since my brain is gone, my body is gone, but i can still reply him.
O: OH MY STARS. I am stunned.
Me: Since you ask me that question, this is the reply i would think is appropriate.. yes?
O: I am stunned. Wait do you listen to him?
Me: Sad but yes.
O: OH MY STARS.
Me: Now you know what i mean by if the in charge wants me to see him subconsciously, then at least let me see him on earth, otherwise dont, its really a pain to think of someone you dont talk to, you dont meet THE VERY MOMENT YOU WAKE UP. Or to even discuss about him in other realm, just NO. There got to be some balance, you know?
O: Another question. Do i know his soul?
Me: I have no idea. I did have dreams about him, i double check the archives.. well its all there.
O: Ahh only you can access it.
Me: Yes, because its my stuff. I cant really show you, we cant visit the place together, its against the rules.
O: I believe you. I am stunned. It couldnt be… right?
Me: I dont know. But.
O: But the way.. well.. you were so down before.. do explain some unexplained stuff.. right?
Me: I also want to know. But my gift doesnt allow. It counter block it.
O: Oh wow! You are still the damm interesting P i ever knew. And of course, the only one who dared to quarrel with me.
Me: Our first meetup remember? You looked like you almost want to punch me in my face. But you took a second look at me and laughed.
O: I was stunned! How can this small tiny girl just scream her head off at me!
Me: LOL. That’s how friendship is formed. Heh.
O: You and your weird theories. Anyway stay safe tonight, all nights, all mornings. Really, guts or whatever, sigh. stay safe. Really really. I need to go back. And i dont want to do long distance call with you. Its too draining.
Me: SEE YOU NEXT TIME WHEN I ACED THE NEXT EXAM.
O: I really hate you.
Mixed blessings 