You know what?

Thank god i removed the link from facebook!

Its a relief!! If not… the new peeps which are in my fb is going to see this. Which is not very good if my colleagues read about what i do in hell, or how much i actually interact with dead people. And for the female species, they will talk about it, i am a female, i know how the brain works.

And, Best part is, ALL my colleagues are christians. Hallelujah liao.

So far they havent said anything, but the last i want to know is, people use my gift against me. Like the dumb girl in poly who wants to know everything and in the end go around telling people i should be in IMH, hallucinating every second – Happily spreading until i became so famous in school, then got even more infamous after something happened to her. DUH!!! Dont anyhow spread things. I keep quiet doesnt mean others will.

五鬼 are here since 10pm who gave me a fright. They were standing at my window, and they watched me quietly. Usually they will be full of nonsense. I think they heard about the commotion. I abit not happy la.

I am just quiet with people whom i dont know well, i dont want to try to fit in either. If you call it anti social, so be it. Doesnt matter.

Ok, I should be thankful that tpk is taking care half of my cases. I seriously have no time????? Which nowadays i like to sit on the bed and chill, and stare into blank space. And i dont even want to take a walk at the garden ‘upstairs’ or go disturb them ‘downstairs’. – really bothered

Shag. Damm tired

Went to the pool to yawn.

Gave up after 700m.

I cant feel my legs. This is after cycling and after wearing high heels effect.

Jeez.

Wish i can sleep, but 4hours of work at the other side.. no way man!!

五鬼 visited because i didnt turn up yesterday. Hahahaha!

Their first question when they see me – ‘How’s last night? Still want to go home or not?’

YES. DUH. Must go home. Want to go home.

People who’ve known me centuries, who known me inside out, who knows that i can even fall asleep during dinner because the chair IS SO COMFORTABLE!

Bottom line, i am the unglam-mest among all. Hahahahaha!

Chatted with 5ghosts for awhile. Yes and i havent been visiting them at all.

Also, been dao-ing at JE, supposed to meet him last week, and till now…………I AM STILL AT HOME.

And tpk at CH temple.

Can i request for a car to drive me to places.

I AM SO TIRED!!!

This is like my twitter for my another life.

五鬼 came. 太医 went back. 20years ago he looked old. And he looks the same now. Still remembered that i pretended to ask people whose this man & nobody dare to say. Instead all said the same: you know who he is. You dont need to ask us.

七宫主 was askin where have i disappeared to & why i havent been sleeping at her place – as if i am this fond of going down.

 

Too happening!!!

Told him 五王爷 is very fierce, made me carry heavy things at night like a coolie. Even told his guards who was trying to tell him about my identity : 我不管她是谁！來到這里一定要做工！不得偷懶！’
So anyway, my mission is to analyse the situation, if i were to keep quiet and allow him to order me around, then he will. I have a choice of voicing out & negotiate with him. Which in the end i did – sat night only. Besides training me to be strong & also 做人的道理，there is also negotiation skills – which i can remember clearly – i shouted 不！我不做！我半工半读快死了，打死我都不做！’

The way he is so fierce towards me made me think about other shifu. They are more lenient towards me – perhaps they see my intention first & then behavior. I simply want to get things done.

2) i finally found out who my best friends are in hell. Again, they are somewhat high ranks protectors. No wonder they can come & go without much permission. They bring me out to play sometimes n yes they are the one who call me 笨笨 in an informal tone. Whem comes to formal stuff, its something else. Secret, cannot tell – because personally, i find it funny. They are the 五鬼. Dont ask me what they do, i dont know, but why not you tell me instead?

3) The ancient library where they store books of all humans life and death dates, and the things we all did – i think i did post about it before – its a forbidden area. And i dont know why the guards will open the gates for me. Taizi didnt want to tell. Instead he asked me to again, anaylse it & think abt why am i sent to that place.

4) Random deities who look for me – treat it as friends who are dropping by – so can i tell them i start wishing for things?

5) Got a warning again – do not help spirits. There is only 1 junni and >1 mil of spirits besides i have no power & if i help 1, the rest are going to come after me. And i also will mess up the system. Oh but he said ‘只要有心，一定会找到那条去投胎的路。’

6) Told him about the person who came to find trouble with me. Like what the 无字天书 says, i have to go through.

7) we shared a moment of ‘hey you know it then y r u asking leh!’ – its an lol moment. But i am rather vexed. Well its the truth i am looking at

8) 三爷爷 wants me to pass msg to a close friend since fri night. I am not sure how am i supposed to. Sensitive yo!

9) those who dare not to speak up, 怕死 much?

Ok end of my notes. So this journal is something that i have to re read again and to write down my answer of what i’ve understand about visiting the places.

PS: although i am not supposed to help but all the closest friends know, i will still help, despite me getting into trouble.

And oh! Taizi said whatever tt happened is such a small matter & they are taking action but big matter they ignore. What is this man! This is also the reason i rather not pray with them for the 7th month. 做错事情然后要求上天保佑你？ 或者好兄弟保佑你? PUI. I am disgusted!