I would like to put a fullstop actually, but in reality, it doesnt stop there. IT CONTINUES. I think i have enough adventures sometimes, and like what one of my online friends said “Junni, i’d love to trade 1 week of life with you, just ONE is good enough, i cant take it if its my whole life dealing with such.” – I’d love to trade, but i cant. The reality.
Was fb-ing on my phone and saw Terence’s album, it was in korean language. Then i saw his pendant. Or rather its “hello”-ing to me and again, i thought whose calling me. As much as i try to run away from time to time, they like calling me. And as it turned out, after asking Terence, yes, his pendant is blessed. He’s a catholic.
Honestly, well, somehow i think that all religions belong to 1 god. Or okay, 1-‘something’. I’ve seen / known staunch Christians / Muslims / Taoist / Buddhists / Catholics – This will lead to a major argument here but tell me – why am i possible to see if there is only 1-‘something’. Not here to argue about such things since it gets ‘sensitive to the strong believers of each religion, but i want to know why am i like this, why do i have such weird gift? – Am i supposed to work somewhere for someone? Since i dont consider myself as a normal being.
Sorry for the lack of updates. Cant really do it on the iphone.
I’m quite excited and afraid about something that i’ve been wanting to know since the first day i ‘know’ his existence. Actually, hmmm.. i have my own fair share of ‘work’ at the other world. It gets tiring, but i dont have a choice, do i? Okay.. i have.. but due to laziness… i didnt really chant. 😦 It acts like my talisman before i go to sleep.
So about the work at the other world, i think? i’m an investigator? Not very sure about my role. But every time i visit places, i seems to be investigating-something.
1) I call it the haunted house. Its not really a house. Because its huge? They have a garden at the back of the house, and facing the house, there are stretches of carpark. Small cars, not luxury ones. There is a small black gate, small as in its not tall? Its a 3 storey house. 1st storey as a huge altar with different types of deities and also from different religions, a toilet and 2 rooms. 2nd storey has 2 rooms at the side of the staircase, and 3 rooms at the other side, as for the 3rd storey, it houses the master room and a huge empty space which i suspects its for the members to ‘perform’-spells?? Not sure what’s the term for it.
The first time i went there, i only had enough time to go through the 1st & 2nd storey and the backyard. And i had to leave, since its time to work on earth. While the second time i was back there again, and i found myself staring at the altar, probably trying to communicate with them, and they dont belong to the right path. It was then i realised the family is practising black magic. 2 old folks, parents and their children. They have an in house medium too. 3rd time was me hiding amongst the crowd looking at the medium possessed by different deities from different religions. And the 4th time was i found myself wandering in the huge-ass master bed room. The rooms look very innocent. But the house somehow, its structured to practice black magic?
Sidetracked, the cleanest house i’ve been to is a house at outram, classmate’s house. When we were outside his house
“Gerald, why is your house so clean!”
G: Ya. My maids clean my house?
“Noo.. i mean there isnt any spirits in your house, its like your house is blocked or something..”
G: OHH!!! OMG!! You can tell?
“Not tell, is feel. Whats in your house!”
G: Ahh. My dad had 1 of the fengshui master and he ‘setup’ our house. So if you tried moving this, (And he lifted the object, i can feel the ‘energy’ going the wrong way) you will feel something, hor?
“I think you better put it back, we dont want anything to be trapped in here, isnt it?”
Back to that adventure, the 5th time i was at the house, i found myself rummaging things in the master room. Not sure what i was finding, but my hands seems to work faster than my brain. Just when i saw a notebook, wanted to read it. I heard the family in the house. Ran and hid myself in the toilet. And i was frantically thinking of a way to escape and i could hear the youngest member of the family, the girl, she’s about probably 5 – 7 years old? She walked into the bedroom. And my heart was beating damm fast. So afraid that she will know that i’m in the toilet.
=.= Anyway she knows, judging at the notebook which was left open at the bedside table. Saw her looking into the toilet but she did not scream. Instead while running down the stairs, she screamed “Daddy! Someone is in the house!” in Mandarin.
Wah. I was damm fucking scared of being caught. I opened the door, nobody was outside, just as i was going down to the 2nd floor, i heard someone coming up. I ran up to the 3rd storey again, and that was where i found another staircase! Which goes down all the way to the first floor. – Its a strange house man! When i was at the first storey, the parents were just in front of me. While the door was 3 steps away from there to the right. Was thinking of dashing to the door, but the chance of getting caught is 90%? But i have to get back to earth.. i ran.
“Its her again! That girl on earth! Catch her mummy! She’s here to check on us again! Lock her up so she cant go back to report!”
Thank god the main door wasnt locked. But when i went out, the view was different, the trees looked eerie and i saw many evil spirits and they are coming towards me. Was frantically looking for my car, as my car has all sorts of funny talismans hanging at the mirror, somehow, the car is protected from all those magic.
“I command all of you to catch that girl now! Make sure she doesnt walk out of our gate alive!” – The father screamed in chinese at all his (ghosts??)
Managed to dodge and i went into my car successfully. God knows why i can drive in the other world, the ghosts were knocking into my car, that’s not the scary part although the car refused to move. The scary part are their faces! Its either rotting or dripping blood, worse than the movies.
(Sidetrack: I dont watch horror shows, i get scared at real life too, but i’m able to not-close-my-eyes, dont know why)
I chanted. In a verse that i dont even remember knowing it in this life. Anyway i got out la, otherwise i wouldnt be here typing this.
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2) Well, 2nd place is about this black magician i’ve been seeing for about 4 times i think? He lives quite deep into the village. Somehow isolated with the rest of the world. But he has many fans and worshippers. He had 2 helpers, which normal people wouldnt be able to see. First time when i went, it was through a portal in his house. Somehow i wandered over there. His house is very messy, there are many things lying around and nobody bothered to pack. I rememebered that after the first time, i dont want to go back. The house alone is scary and it smells bad. Second time was i was holding a pen and a notepad, i think i wanted to interview him but he had many customers that night. I didnt have a chance to, except to sit at a place and observed, while scanning his house, or rather the living room?
I dont like what i see. Neither do i know why i am there. But since i was armed with pen and paper, i wrote. The only thing i can remember now is that he sat cross legged, with one foot up instead of the usual way we sat, with one foot down. And he had his hands clapped in front of me, chanting some funny verse, candles and something else was burning. Got bored since i dont understand what he was chanting, so i talked to his helpers.
“Do you know me?”
Helpers: Yes, we know you. Otherwise we wont let you in.
“Can you tell me who is that?”
Helpers: You’ll know when you grow up. Just watch him. GO.
“Why is it that nobody can see you 2, but they just come in and out?”
Helpers: You are not normal. And choose your path wisely.
“HUHHHH??”
Helpers: Someone will come and bring you home later.
When i was back, i cried. Didnt want to go back again. But everytime after dont-know-how-many-years. I found myself there, with his same helpers, who asked me to sit in. Currently, i’m supposed to do a 1.5k word essay, which involves culture. I would say.. due to (fate?), i found this occultist named Nain Ae. Got an acquaintance to show me his picture. And i was shocked. To find that this person resembles the black magician i ‘know’ since a kid. I am half excited, half scared now.
Tried to go to him last night, but was “pulled back to earth”. The same force which saved me in the train.
(Sidetrack again: I was almost possessed in the train. My eyes rolled and left the whites at my eye. I fell, or rather i dropped to the floor, at the same time, i can feel a force pulling my body, before i knew it, i stood up again. Uncle in front of me was very worried “xiao mei! Are you ok? For a moment, you look you were possessed! Your eye was white!”)
Anyway, last night, it went like that. Before i sleep, i talked to 1 of the random spirits in the underworld (i can connect to them just like that, with the snap of your fingers), i said i want to look for Nain Ae. By hook or by crook, get me there. I found myself sitting in their parks, it was dark but i could see clearly. One of the spirits approached me and asked me for 500-something (i cant remember what it was called, but it was in Mandarin, their currency is different from ours.) Handed him the money and i was just about to cross the “borders”, the force pulled me, and i sat up, eyes wide open, found myself lying on the bed. Fail. Worse is, i was pulled to another realm and was lecturered for 1 – 2 hours of how risky it is to travel alone like that. And i shouldnt gamble my life like that, just wanting to proof that the black magician is nain ae.
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3) The 3rd place is not really interesting, but anyway its a huge factory cum warehouse where they were doing something illegal. Haven been there for more than 6 yrs, so i’m not sure if it still exists.
4) I used to study in the other world, till when i was 16 i think? I even had a prom night. That school has kids just like me, except that i was the only kid with body guards, and i was often teased about it.
“Hey Jun, your guards are here to take you back, better go, else you gonna cycle furiously to school again! See you tommorrow night ok! Dont worry about homework, we’ll do it it for you. Now go go, hurry!” It was taxing. I was damm tired every morning i wake up for school. My form teacher, Mrs Eu, was very worried and after she learned the truth about me, she gave me some leeway, like.. going to the library to SLEEP. LOL.
So that’s about it. Today, i was wondering, will i be bored if i dont have such gifts to have such life.
Mixed blessings 