娘娘! 救我!!

I dont have the brothers anymore, officially, in terms of taking care of me whenever wherever. We do talk once in a blue moon. For about 5 mins?

But i know Max didnt come last night. Nobody could get the 4 brothers at all. In the end i asked the guan yin from (mystery uncle) house for help.

Usually i would be able to sleep off my migraine. But this time.. I felt like dying the whole night. It was so painful that i think calling out to guan yin is the only choice i have.

She didnt wait when she received my call and asked me to go over. Guan yin gave me this ‘dew drop’ water in a tiny cup. Ive drank it before and this time it tasted different.

First 2 cups a long time ago was refreshing & sweet, while this time tasted weird, but drinkable.

In less than an hour, migraine was under control. But i am sure it will be back again.

Might be because of the prayers going on continously.

The mystery uncle was worried. And i felt that he took care of me like his own daughter.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Special visitor

W only told me he couldnt make it after someone told him that he/she wanted to see me. So unexpected of W to let people cut his Q. He didnt want to say who and its so mysterious??

When she said 孩子。

I almost cried. No. I cried. At the pool. She seems to always come at the most right time.

Me: 娘娘。。。

GY: 哭吧。沒有其他的辦法把不好的施放出來。

Me: 怎么办。

GY: 你根本都不擔心你的死活。你的擔心怎麼還是一樣的問題。

Me: 因為在那也一樣呀！

GY: 年齡只是一個號碼。

Me: 可我。。我不要。。。

GY: 他們也沒曉得你才那麼小。

Me: 是呀！

GY: 你的擔心不是問題。你總是給自己那個壓力。

Me: 我真的覺得很多壓力。

GY: 不是你的選擇。你也不能選。 隨著心。

Me: 不可以。

GY: 需要哭的時候，哭吧。哭了就沒事了。辛苦你了。

Me: 我該從哪走起。

GY: 照我的意思做，記得，哭出來就沒事了。既然她放不下，你幫她吧。她也會痛苦的。跟你一樣。

Me: 可是為甚麼我拿不到哥哥的人氣。

GY: 是一門技巧。你要多相信你自己。You are alot more than who you think you are. Age is not a factor at all.

Me: 那我可以敲她的頭嗎。

GY: 哈哈哈哈哈！

Me: 說什麼嘛。沒大沒小。

GY: 她不知情。不能怪她。

Me: 沒有啦。說說而已。

GY: 現在她不重要。記得我的話。不容易。但不妨試一試。