because i know people / friends will not be here forever.
But really thankful for the new people who came into my life, and sometimes i wonder how do they trust me so much… a part of my feel honored to be let into their personal life while another part of me wonders hows our ending like… or will we still stay as friends? I’ve been very close to alot of people before, to the extend of well.. all the very personal things, its strange that i am always that ONE person who knows everything. Which, when things happen, i am the one where their friends tend to look for.
Coincidentally, both initials are JT. And very coincidentally, my intial can be JT too. Was it really fate that brought us together? And coincidentally, both thought i was their age. I never really age.. did i..
I’ve been their pillar of support, probably its really karma / pay back my debts time of 6 months, because both have been there for me before, during my most down period, where nobody seems to understand why i cried so mad. Both are different events that happened to me. And coincidentally, i know what both of them are going through and i could anticipate their next action. And i am too prepared for it.
Will has been trying to sound me out which he felt that i didnt tell KB the whole story. Perhaps just a quarter. Everytime i felt like my tears are going to jump out of my eyes, he gave me the look and asked ‘Do you want the drink and let it knock you out?’ He rather i grab a sleep than to cry to sleep although he offered his shoulders already and legs, since i used to like to lie on his legs. Squash his legs.
I just feel that, say already also like that….
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I asked the bro for the shoes i want as well. Since he’s already here.. dont waste mah.
He didnt like the gold sneaks, he’s very sure i will wear my gold watch without fail, which….. he found another design for me…
AND IT HAS MY SIZE.
Then we were discussing about money.
After the shoes, i am broke.
He didnt say do not buy though. He very calmly told me to wait for 10minutes while he search through his directory.
Asked him about MMM and this acne studio… and he rather i buy acne, just because he prefer shoes than other things. If i ask Jam, Jam would prefer MMM, and if i ask Max, he will prefer the shoes as well.