Awkward silence

Anthony.

Sigh, expected lol, especially after  last night. Its not my first time anyway. Every single time when it happens to people. He become so…. hmm… not friends but more of i am the superior, there’s no more smiles.

ITS SO WEIRD. It was as if he kena warning letter like that.

I wonder who his superior is. I mean, we know the names, since its in the book. But i wonder if his superior is a kind person. Just wondering.

The weather is so unpredictable that i dont know if i should even head out to buy something for Gina. And i am left with only ONE organic egg. Should have bought butter for BL.

Ant: Are you heading out later? You are left with only one egg. Any plans for dinner? Do you want to go out for some xlb?

Me: noo…

Ant: Okay…

And he bowed.

Me: OEI. I said before, no bowing.

Ant: I am being watched.

Me: I know. They know i dont like bowing. If you are staying, please.

Ant: They are aware?

Me: Of course, you are not the first who tries to come into my life. But you know my identity, so its different. The others dont.

Ant: Okay, eat something.

Anthony

He got summoned too. Was asked why did he appear in my life suddenly. His reply was the same that he wants to see me eating properly, or rather with better food so i would be back to normal. And of course, he did earned a special pass from xxxx before, he didnt know whose worth enough for him to do such thing. But upon hearing my stuff, he came.

The officers said he is allowed to stay as long as no other feelings were involved because i am not supposed to meet another Anthony here just like what happened to Richie. It was a serious matter to them.

(Somehow i felt that they are on their guard ever since i met the kiddo.)

The keys to his building were returned. Anthony didnt object, didnt make any noise which meant that the officers were right, the brothers were right, he did want me to meet someone else here, knowing that i will be somehow alone in this period. Inviting me over to his house was okay, but no keys should be given.

However, he did asked why were there so many bunches of keys in the box, and why are his keys not allowed in there. Those bunches of keys are solid friends of years, places that i can self invite or sleep if i want to, or if there is space, and there is no beyond friends feelings involved, but what he wanted to develop is beyond friends. which is not good now. Richie has a wife, so its a totally different things altogether.

Okay this is my life. No kiddo no friends no brothers.

LOL.

Jon

At noon:

Jon: 去哪里。

Me: friend’s house.

Jon: 我陪你。

Me: lol you dont want Anthony to follow right.

Jon: He’s not your  bodyguard.

Me: Dont  bring that up.

Jon: Ray told me.

Me: aiyo. Ant is not even.

Jon: We know what will happen if he enters your life, as a chef is fine, but not accompanying you to places. To the supermarket is okay, but not places. If our guards are not avaliable, we will go with you.

Me: …. isnt that back to the protectiveness phase.

Jon: Unfortunately. Till you see your personal human bodyguard. You have to stay intact. Cant be every damm life that you guys missed each other like that. Roles are reversed, it better work this time. Makes everyone sad only.

 

 

 

Ray VS Anthony

Ate something damm good. My face must have lit up.

Ant: ITS DAMM GOOD RIGHT!

Me: YES. PASS.

Ray: Hello can you dont appear when i am around. Cant you see its our time now.

Me: HAHAHAHAHA.

Ant: Ahhh i am just here to check if the food is okay. If she doesnt like it, i will think of something else.

Ray: You can always check when i am gone.

***

Last night:

Ray: WHO ARE YOU. Why are you in her house.

Me: Ahh kor he’s ahhhh…

Ray: Why cant you let him answer for himself.

Me: Ok lor.

Ant: Similar to Richie

Ray: …….. Richie and you are very different.

Ant: Just because i like her more than Richie?!

Ray: YES. STAY AWAY FROM HER. You know shes not supposed to get close to anyone.

Ant: As a friend whom she helped me alot before, its time to return her the favor to make sure she eats properly.

Ray: But how can you invite her to your building!

Ant: AHHH the princess approved.

Ray: The eldest princess know you? Are you her chef?

Me: NOOOOO. He’s nearer to our side one. Then how do you think i know him.

Ray: You know too many strange people.

Ant: I am not strange.

***

This morning, or rather i think Ray missed me, otherwise why would he be back for a night and till now.. or rather 11am.. Its not many times where Ray stayed through the night i think.. and asking me to sleep in earlier this morning, been waking up at 5am…. Ever since i know the kiddo, i’ve been waking up at ungodly hours.

Ant’s house.

Spent a night at Ant’s house last night, the princess approved. And i was in awe with his house. HE OWNED THE DAMM FREAK BUILDING.

I was shocked when he showed me the keys to my room. It was on the 21st floor. Of the whole building… he reserved 21st level? Just because… just for this life. Sigh.

I was a little apprehensive about going over last night. There is no vehicle and it doesnt make sense to walk there, because its too far away. It doesnt make sense that he doesnt drive. Or to have a chauffeur, since everyone has at least one. Then i realised he’s quite smart… to use my gift to get to his house… WAH.

Nobody has really thought of that or rather nobody will trouble me to do such thing HAHAHAHA. But okay, its just one time, i did it for him. AND THE WHOLE FREAKING BUILDING ONLY HAS CHEFS STAYING THERE.

Ant: If you are hungry, ask one of them to cook for you, most of the times they are awake, you know we dont sleep much.

Me: And… they know me?

Ant: They know you are my special guest. If i can, well, you can sleep here anytime. Or if you can. Its what you like anyway.

Me: ………How do you even know i like such things……..

Ant: Hmmmmmmm i look like a perv dont i?

Me: ROLL EYES REALLY.

Ant: Its difficult to get a reaction from you. Most girls would broke into a big smile and hug me already and you just said it as a matter of fact.

Me: I’ve been like this since a long time.

Ant: That is why, difficult to figure. Anyway come anytime. You have the keys.

Me: Whats this small key here? Letterbox? But its strange…

Ant: …….. Thats the key to the box at 2nd floor where you can see who is staying at different floor. Only you have this key, other than me.

Me: WAHHHHHHHHHH are you the 2nd Ron!

Ant: WHO IS RON.

Me: Old friend. I know him longer than you.

Ant: ……… what did he give you.

Me: Secret.

Ant: Where can i find him?

Me: You cant. I dont know where he is either. He disappears.

Ant: Why is it people in your life always disappear.

Me: Karma is a bitch. I ONLY DISAPPEARED ONCE.

Ant: Ya, and it turns the whole ‘world’ upside down. Major news that week. Anyway sleep soon. Since you get odd hours nowadays.

 

Anthony.

Wah!! He reminds me of Richie totally. Everytime appear out of nowhere.

Ant: you think i would abandon you after last night right. I am here. Dont worry.

Me: …

Ant: lets get you home.

Me: richie does the same thing too except..

Ant: hes more attentive? he should be. I am not working directly under you. But some favors i will never forget, thus i want to be here.

Me: ugh.

Ant: time flies, okay. You still need to do the most important thing, and its time. Just nice actually.

8 rounds 45mins. Back to the usual.

Had dinner with Ant today, who noticed i didnt drink much water today. LOL. The effect is going down.

And i really need to lose some weight before the wedding – like as if its mine. Then again i am not sitting with anyone i know – there wont be any difference at all. Mygod, why am i always attending weddings alone. I have no friends except the bride / groom or both.

 

Another chef

dropped by. And the princess is impressed.

Anthony: Is she eating well

Princess: Yes. She eats, thats a relief.

Anthony: Then i got to stay and make her eat better. These humans are so complex. She should have just stayed home and not try to go anywhere for adventures.

Princess: All of us know how difficult it is to keep her at home.

Anthony: She makes people worry.

Princess: No worries, she’s eating fine.

Anthony: No, i got to make her eat well again, at least better than Richie. HAHAHAHAA! Okay thats a private joke.

Princess: I am curious and impressed at the same time, all of you are so close to her! I understand her work friends, she did the extra mile for them, always. But how is it that all of you are so close to her to even make a long trip here, to visit her, or to even volunteer to stay when there is no benefit.

Anthony: Hmmm. I am not as close to her as Richie is. But she’s the sweetest person i ever knew. Not that the royal family is not good, but she’s different. I’ve always like her. Whenever she knows that the royal family is sick or unhappy, she visits the kitchen and tells us how the royal family want their comfort food to be and this pull us closer, and easier for us to work with each other. Its little things that makes me look at her differently. If you ask her, she will brush it off.

Princess: Does that royal family know about her deeds?

Anthony: I dont know. Maybe they suspect, but you gotta ask the girl. Where did she go anyway. Anyway ask her to eat that dish she made with chilli. She would like it. Its a little bland now because china broccoli suck. No taste at all.

Princess: Will do. How long are you staying?

Anthony: Till she’s well and happy again. Lesser sorrow. Whenever she is sad, she thinks about those people who have sacrificed for her and somehow made her sadder but courage to live. But aiyo, so sad. If there’s anything i can make her happier, i would. After all, she has helped me indirectly although she said she’s using me.

Princess: Our girl has the weirdest theory, isnt it?

Anthony: Always so afraid of relying on people, knowing that they will leave her one day. Or suddenly, because there are always people more interesting than her. And she’s just… here.

Princess: I am still drawn to her despite centuries. She’s someone worth looking out for.

Anthony: Everyone in there knows your story, how you fought for her. She’s just different.