4hours nap adventure

Naped from 4 – 8pm today. I think i wasnt around so i didnt hear the alarm going off.

Was somehow stuck there cos of high fever. It felt like ages there. It seems that i have been lying on the bed for the whole night.

Then i also met 五王爷 who finally learn about my identity. He didnt bow, neither did i. We didnt greet each other too. Now i know why the bro lend me +50 soldiers at noon. I was not even aware that i will be going down.

Anyway the bed i lied on wasnt mine. It belonged to one of the princess. I have no idea who.

Oh back to the 五王爷, he was surprised that even if the soldiers are not working for me, we did not cross each other’s path either – are willing to protect me at all costs. He had never seen anything like that in hell – neither do i.

It didnt cross my mind that ive got such privilege? I asked. The soldiers dont know me at all. Just that they know who i am (since i am somehow always there walking around, anyhow talking / disturbing people), and they protected me.

So it wasnt just 五王爷 whose shocked, i am too.

He didnt want to look at me in the eye. Hey i play friendly. Well, why make enemies. Its so troublesome. Sorry la, i have more soldiers than you, but they are not working for me what. Is that a threat?

Besides, i dont even use them.

Too happening!!!

Told him 五王爷 is very fierce, made me carry heavy things at night like a coolie. Even told his guards who was trying to tell him about my identity : 我不管她是谁！來到這里一定要做工！不得偷懶！’
So anyway, my mission is to analyse the situation, if i were to keep quiet and allow him to order me around, then he will. I have a choice of voicing out & negotiate with him. Which in the end i did – sat night only. Besides training me to be strong & also 做人的道理，there is also negotiation skills – which i can remember clearly – i shouted 不！我不做！我半工半读快死了，打死我都不做！’

The way he is so fierce towards me made me think about other shifu. They are more lenient towards me – perhaps they see my intention first & then behavior. I simply want to get things done.

2) i finally found out who my best friends are in hell. Again, they are somewhat high ranks protectors. No wonder they can come & go without much permission. They bring me out to play sometimes n yes they are the one who call me 笨笨 in an informal tone. Whem comes to formal stuff, its something else. Secret, cannot tell – because personally, i find it funny. They are the 五鬼. Dont ask me what they do, i dont know, but why not you tell me instead?

3) The ancient library where they store books of all humans life and death dates, and the things we all did – i think i did post about it before – its a forbidden area. And i dont know why the guards will open the gates for me. Taizi didnt want to tell. Instead he asked me to again, anaylse it & think abt why am i sent to that place.

4) Random deities who look for me – treat it as friends who are dropping by – so can i tell them i start wishing for things?

5) Got a warning again – do not help spirits. There is only 1 junni and >1 mil of spirits besides i have no power & if i help 1, the rest are going to come after me. And i also will mess up the system. Oh but he said ‘只要有心，一定会找到那条去投胎的路。’

6) Told him about the person who came to find trouble with me. Like what the 无字天书 says, i have to go through.

7) we shared a moment of ‘hey you know it then y r u asking leh!’ – its an lol moment. But i am rather vexed. Well its the truth i am looking at

8) 三爷爷 wants me to pass msg to a close friend since fri night. I am not sure how am i supposed to. Sensitive yo!

9) those who dare not to speak up, 怕死 much?

Ok end of my notes. So this journal is something that i have to re read again and to write down my answer of what i’ve understand about visiting the places.

PS: although i am not supposed to help but all the closest friends know, i will still help, despite me getting into trouble.

And oh! Taizi said whatever tt happened is such a small matter & they are taking action but big matter they ignore. What is this man! This is also the reason i rather not pray with them for the 7th month. 做错事情然后要求上天保佑你？ 或者好兄弟保佑你? PUI. I am disgusted!